Saturday, December 20, 2014

how am i to know?

it could be a hundred years
it still feels like yesterday
suddenly you're here with me
so real, oh could it be
i can feel you touch me

it comes right out of the blue
just as i've forgotten you
suddenly it all returns
suddenly my heart still yearns
suddenly the passion burns
the world turns

and i need to know
i need to know
I need to know

oh what should i do
should i still want you
should i let you go
how am i to know
when you don't say a word
at least none that i've heard
am i missing something
can you hear me sing

am i just buried deeper than you want to go
or am i forgotten and will i ever know
should i stop wondering and just let go
oh oh, how can i know which way to go
oh oh oh, oh oh, oh oh

so what can i say about what happened yesterday
if it is forgotten does it matter anyway
is there any feeling when certain songs play
is it meaningless noise or something
you just push away

oh oh oh oh, do you want me to stay
oh oh oh oh, how am i to know
if you never say

am i supposed to read your silence
as wishing i would would understand
how afraid you are of losing me
am i supposed to take your hand
or just accept your silence
as the closing of a door
are you trying to tell me
you don't want me any more

has too much time passed for love to last
or there still an endless glow
in the window of your heart for me
how am i supposed to know

oh what should i do
should i still want you
should i let you go
how am i to know
when you don't say a word
at least none that i've heard
am i missing something
can you hear me sing

am i just buried deeper than you want to go
or am i forgotten and will i ever know

oh oh oh oh, do you want me to stay or go
oh oh oh oh, how am i to know

Monday, November 10, 2014

the science of faith

the universe may be infinite and there may be infinite universes, even is that does not make any logical sense semantically or rationally or in any way the human mind can comprehend at the moment so what is a scientist to do, take it on faith?... whether you believe in gods or dogs, in the rosetta stone or the rosetta mission, in an infinite universe or a quantum multiverse, unless you believe in nothing (which is still believing in something, though we will leave that path for another time), would you be afraid to blink if everything changed with every blinked?... the predominance of fear in human perception is quelled by some of the strangest things, delusions, mathematics, fantasies, and the favorite, the power of conformity, the acceptance of a finite idea called truth by the masses... majority rules, even when majority is wrong... it is not fair to anyone who sees beyond the accepted limits, especially when in almost every case, human fear seeks to destroy those reaching beyond accepted limits, but that is the history of humanity so far, alas, so before you ask which universe are we in, ask yourself what is your truth and that will likely define your answer to everything...
infinite fractals beyond perception
seeks belief to exist
string theory plus quantum conception
entanglement assist
reason and logic enters suspension
blind the top of the list
the mind of god is beyond comprehension
everything else is missed

what you believe defines you
even if you think you believe nothing
what you believe designs you
even if silence is the song you sing

are you ready for mass extinction
or do you live in mass delusion
where truth and lies have no distinction
you are the maker of your illusion

black holes, light years, dark matter, inflation
miracles may simply be what you cannot explain
blind faith, second sight, everything in relation
everything is everywhere can drive a mind insane

what fear is stronger
what's been around longer
fear of the unknown
or fear of not knowing

to be or not to be
is relativity
what is you, what is me
what is infinity
what is eternity
what do you want to see
makes your reality
even if it's fantasy

what you believe defines you
even if you think you believe nothing
what you believe designs you
even if silence is the song you sing

can it become more clear
you find what you seek here
genius or madness or bliss or fear
whatever you want will appear
when you believe you are aware
when you are aware

what you believe defines you
even if you think you believe nothing
what you believe designs you
even if silence is the song you sing